
Dear Katie,
You will be 5 months old in only a matter of hours. It seems so impossible that something so small could have such an amazingly big impact on my life, but you've managed to do just that. You are my first thought in the morning and my last thought at night. Everything I do in my life is done with you first in my mind. I almost feel sorry for your future siblings. I don't know how I could love them as much as I do you.
You are getting so big (at least compared the the bread loaf sized baby we brought home). You weigh almost 14 pounds and are getting taller almost in front of my eyes. A lot of that is due to the fact that you love to stand and reach up high. You are still wearing size 0-3 month in clothes but you'll probably grow out of them within the next month or so. Your head is on the large size so I have had to start making your headbands. The baby ones just don't fit anymore! I have recently bought you your first 2 pairs of shoes (size 1) because winter is coming and you always take your socks off.
You are starting to explore the world around you. You love to play with toys and stare at your hands. You also find your tongue and all the tongues around you fascinating. You stick yours our quite a bit and squeak in delight when Mommy and Daddy stick theirs out at you. You also love to blow raspberries. You are slmost sitting up on your own. You can hold yourself up for almost a minute at a time. You put everything in your mouth, especially long sleeved shirts. You love to play on the floor and although I've seen you roll over several times, you end up on your belly and hate it. You almost always flip right back over. You love to talk and squeak too.
You love to eat. You are still breastfeeding mainly, but you love pears, sweet potatoes and applesauce. You don't like bananas. You get one bottle a day, which Daddy is only too happy to give you.
You have developed your "list" of people that are ok to be around and be left with. Mommy and Daddy are at the top, but you also seem to be especially close to your Grandma, Papa and Grammie, Uncles Anthony and Jon, Aunt Grace and TJ. You love to see them and are usually in a fairly good mood when you do. One of the highlights of watching you is seeing you with Grandma. I really enjoy it.
You now have a pretty normal routine. You wake up at around 6 to eat, fall back asleep, take 1 nap in the morning, 1 nap in the afternoon and one nap on the way home from work. You then eat half a container of baby food, play for a couple hours and then get ready for bed. You still love baths. You scoot to the edge of the seat and splash.
You have quite a little personality. You know what you like and what you don't and you let us know what you think. You love being held by "your people" and playing in your excersaucer. You are a major comfort baby, and your blanket and binky seem to be your favorite comfort items. We can never leave home without them. You hate being on your tummy and being jostled. We've also guessed that you hate these photo shoots I keep making you do, but as someone who only has 2 baby pictures, I know they will mean the world to you when you are older. You'll have to thank Aunt Suzy for putting up with your case of "baby diva" when that day comes.
My prayer for you is that you will continue to be a happy, healthy sweet baby (and if you stayed a mama's girl, that would be ok too). I pray that you will always have faith in God and that you will make that relationship a priority in your life. I pray that you will always have a love of learning and fascination by the world around you. I pray that as your mother, I can teach you how to become a strong, selfless, loving and compassionate person. I pray that your love for people like TJ is always there and that you are never afraid of people who may be different than you. I pray that as you grow up, your Daddy will be your marker for what a good man is and what to look for. I pray that you will rise above and learn from any trials that are handed to you. I pray that you will always see the glass as half full even when it's almost empty.
We are so thankful to have you in our lives, Katie. You bring so much joy and light to all those around you. These past 5 months have been the hardest, most exhausting, stressful and scary but they have also been the happiest, funnest, invigorating and wonderful of my life. You are amazing and I could not ask for anything more. I love you with all my heart.